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gentle heart of a freak

by flöat

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Simon Waldram A wonderful album that's helped me through some difficult times. Favorite track: brisbane loners.
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1.
vapidity 04:30
vapidity is me what you need: release the gentle heart of a freak silent words inside your cheeks please just go degrade me, rearrange me tell me no and hate me cos you made me clarity is free if you share what you feel mystery brings grief misery is cheap please just go and leave me on the ceiling tell me no i'll be feeling what i'm feeling for years to come
2.
still trying 03:40
i left the city in a day life inside the endless vein another lonely face whose dreams became casualties of reality i guess there's nothing more to say rolling backwards on the train the night eating the day shrinking skyline just a stain on my mind i'm still trying i'm just lying maybe today something might change you never told me how you feel so how am i supposed to heal? some cracks can never seal when I'm still questioning everything everything
3.
i'm a tourist another tourist same old story i ran away ive been changing and ive been faking show me something to be amazed i wanna go where the sun already shines did you know me? im so lonely but i feel pretty good tonight can't remember who my friends are or where my heart lies set it alight but im already where the sun always shines did you notice that i meant it what i said was no drunken lie but i'll keep walking aint it boring how everything just gets compromised i wanna know what you hold inside i wanna be so far away from me
4.
post-denial 04:42
do you know that I'm a joke? I buried all I ever broke dig it up when I'm alone it's spring, I should've been flowering but instead I'll never win setting fire to every bridge stay away for your own sake I know I'm a stubborn child, live my life in post denial don't know what I do it for i'd give it all to be adored I might have grown but I've not changed I'm still as flawed and still as strange but I'm sorry all the same my foolish words and foolish dreams you never saw what I could see the two of us complete all I feel: just make believe
5.
the feeling comes along and I can taste it on my tongue hanging heavy in the air fleeting and strong and I hold it in my hands: the smoke of drunken plans and I'm looking up to ask does nothing last? So give it all to me and watch me tear apart my dreams And take it all from me I only want What I can't keep, what I can't keep Now I've fucked it up again But I don't feel any shame When I live each day To drink myself awake And I can't have any fun Til I've made my thoughts so numb But it's so much worse Each time the morning comes
6.
i'm just the fool who tried to change your mind but you know it's all the same, i'll change mine anyway roaming in circles, no escape from symmetry: another paperthin excuse for why I won't set myself free i'm just the one who runs into the arms of the past who simply laughs, welcomes me back: the fear worn friend who always cracks i'm sorry i still end up hurting you, i think that you should know i only mean to hurt myself and no-one else when i run oh so far to silence what's in my heart and you'll always stay away cos it's clear that i've not changed i've not changed
7.
i'm sorry i don't know what i said i don't know why i'm sad no nothing like that i'm sorry i messed it all up i messed it up good like i knew that i would but now, taking a bow and sitting back down i'd rather drown and never be found cover me in lighter fuel set me alight, i want to burn as fast as i can

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written/performed/produced by Heather Blore

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released April 27, 2017

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