Internals (part II)

by flöat

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photo of karlsruhe in july 2015


released June 27, 2016

recorded june 2016
written/performed/produced by me
copyright Heather Blore



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flöat Nottingham, UK

"double Olympian heather blore takes journey into homemade indie pop"

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Track Name: Flöat
still singing songs about the thing you lost
i don't know why- i wouldn't go back in time
& i still think about the thing u said
is it really what you meant?

well i guess its unimportant now:
the shit that i still think about
the things i'll always live without
that kill me with doubts

so i become my someone else,
become my silent person
so much easier than trying to be 'myself'

hey, don't leave me alone, just don't come too close
cos all i really know is how to be closed, is how to just float
how to be so fucking remote

yeah i wish it could be different,
but when you just keep your distance
my hopes become whispers
cos you'd never stick around, i can't hold anything down
i don't know how

(recorder solo)

never gonna change
never to be nothing but a shame
and i'm to blame
Track Name: Perennial
low hanging sun pouring through ur eyes
leaving burnt shapes behind
like explanations u could never find
for words that never left ur mind
everything softens to a smudged glow,
blurred by half a careless thumb
a freezeframe of some better time
before u acted so dumb

now i'm outside, looking in
so tired of listening in
i'm inside looking out
to what i dream about
if i loved you, and i said its true
could that ever do?
tell me

faces u still expect to see;
silent memories of forgotten dreams
and no amount of sleep can ever set u free
until u find a set of reasons just to let u be
it's perennial now anything is possible
wandering the street, the local silhouette
& i'm searching for some common thread,
i'm craving just to make amends
but i guess some things just end.

but i'm always telling a lie
oh no every time
i'm vacant in disguise
d'you think that you would mind?
i'm changing and faking,
always waiting
so tell me.
Track Name: Perennial acoustic
Everything softens to a smudged glow